Friday, September 14, 2012

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Monday, August 27, 2012

Squirt

Lucas is now known as squirt in the Gilbert house hold.  As a FTM (First Time Mom) I tried to explain to my poor husband that there will be a time when you get peed on or pooped on.  Well, after me telling him he needed to be careful and maybe a little quicker when changing our little stinker....I myself got a good helping of poo, then pee and then vomit.  Oh yes, I got it first.

It all happened so fast...first the projected poo which startled me and made me jump and scream to then the fountain of pee that happened a second later to me moving the baby slightly to only getting more waste projected at me...vomit.  I guess it's better to get it all at once but I'm also sure that I saw a little smile on those little lips while I was wiping down.  These little bodies have so much waste....all of course in liquid form.  It's definitely something to laugh about.

Newborn Photos

We were able to book a great local photographer for some newborn photos for Lucas.  Tiffany Parrish Photography took some fabulous photos of our little man.  She had lots of great ideas and was able to incorporate a frog Jared had gotten me the year we got married.  I must say, the frog picture is one of my favorites.  I had to share!

If I Had Known

If I had only known that the love I had felt for the little person growing inside of me was going to increase more than ten times once he was here, I don't think anything could have prepared me for the emotions I felt when meeting him for the first time.

Lucas Ray Gilbert was born on August 16th at 3:57am after 9 hours of labor and 45 minutes of pushing.  After all the horror stories I had heard of the crazy pain and emotions that you felt during labor I felt like my labor experience was a breeze.  Jared was a trooper.  For someone who can't handle needles or blood, he was there for the whole thing and watched our son be born. 
Our sweet boy was 6 lbs and 7 oz at 19.5 inches long.  After he was finally out, he was having problems breathing, while the nurse tried to explain to me that nurses from the NICU were coming to take him away and that Jared would go with them, I had a melt down.  I was still dealing with the post birth and clean up but couldn't fight back the tears.  My son who I had seen for less than a minute was taken away and I felt so helpless.  Thank heavens for my mom.  I knew Jared was with him and I would know soon how he was.  But those minutes after felt like eternity.  They kept my precious boy for over an hour in the NICU while I cried not being able to hold back my emotions.  My little boy was returned back to me good as new and breathing like a champ after that long hour.  I didn't want anyone to touch him or take him away from me again.  I just wanted to stare at him and breathe in his little scent. 
Again, after he was just brought back he was taken again to the NICU due to low blood sugar.  The tears came again.  I knew Lucas was ok but that they needed to monitor him closely and not from afar.  This was devastating.  I had only spent barely three hours with someone so perfect and again he was getting whisked away.  I couldn't get out of bed therefor was unable to go to the NICU for two of the longest hours.  Once I was able to get up and walk down the hall to see my boy, Jared held my hand as I walked into the NICU.  I lost it, the tears wouldn't stop.  The small tiny babies that were sick or just so tiny to be on their own made my heart hurt and my baby was right next to them.  As much as I knew Lucas was going to be ok, I had a hard time being in there and at the same time I didn't want to leave him.  A day and a half later, we were able to have the little man back in our room only to find he was now jaundice....so now we had him back but we couldn't touch him but for thirty minutes every three hours to feed, change and cuddle him.  That didn't leave us much time. 
We were transferred to the new Don & Lori Watts Pediatrics center....it was beautiful, but this was our third day in the hospital and I was ready to go home.  I just wanted Lucas to be better and my prayers were answered the next morning when we were finally released after his billi count was low enough to go home.  I cried again, of course these were tears of joy. 

Now, eleven days later I'm still in love with the tiny little man I waited so long for.  He's perfect in every way.  I'm in awe of what Jared and I made.  Here's to being new parents and the adventure we are about to endure.

  

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Early Baby...?

After my 37th week OB appointment on Friday, my doctor was a little concerned.  Not only have I started swelling the last few days more than I need, the baby didn't grow much in the last week not to mention my blood pressure went from a normal 110 to a 165.  YIKES!  So I was sent to the hospital for more lab tests and monitoring just to be on the safe side.  Labs came back ok but doc still wants to see me again Monday.  He says if things are better he might just put me on bed rest for the next two weeks so the baby can cook a little longer or if things aren't as great....he'll induce by the end of the week.  Not going to lie, I like the sound of that.  Between the nerves in my neck being pinched and not being able to feel my fingers with an aching pain down my arm to swelling like crazy legs -  I'm ready to have this baby.    Jared's been great and his eye procedure went well as far as we can tell thus far.  It can take up to six months to see any major improvements however I think his eyes in general look better and are less irritated. 

I wanted to post a few pics of crafty things I have done for the baby's room, one of which was a quilt my mom made.  It's super cute.  Jared however after finishing the canvases I painted and put letters on...decided to hang them OVER the closet.....near the ceiling...???  I said thank you and walked away.  I was annoyed but couldn't break his heart at the same time to tell him they won't be staying there....who puts stuff like that near the ceiling?  These things should be eye level.  I also made some closet hanger organizers with some stampin up craft paper.  I think they turned out cute.  I put my label maker to work putting month sizes on them to keep things separated.  YAY!  Things are coming together and almost done.  Jared even put the car seat in my car and started putting all the other baby gear together just in case.  I think the doctor scared him that we will have a baby in less than a week.  It's cute, he's definitly excited.  Well, we'll keep posting, there just might be a baby in less than 7 days.



Friday, July 6, 2012

Miss Makayla

Miss Makayla, my niece makes me laugh.  Over the last few months she has gotten so excited waiting for her new cousin.  Back in January she could care less but now that Auntie is showing and ready to pop, this girl has questions and wants answers!
These are a few things that have made me laugh.

1. While watching a movie....M: Auntie Heather, why are you crying....is that baby Lucas hurting you?  -No M, just having a moment.    M: Well at least the movie has a happy ending.

2. M to her mom:  Auntie Heather was crying...at the movie, hehehehe.  She thought it was so sad, she cried....A LOT.  he he he.  Jayme - stop making fun of Auntie.  M- but it was sooo funny.

3. Auntie Heather....is that baby Lucas kicking you?  Are his kicks hard?  He's going to be a ninja!  Maybe a ninja warrior.  H- Are you going to teach him this?  M- Nope, I can already tell.

4. CAN'T YOU WAKE THAT BABY UP!  I need to see him kick you.

This girl makes me laugh.  She is 8.5 years old and has such a humor to her.  Love that kid.

The Countdown...

OKAY!  So we are at the last 6 weeks.  I have had done well since getting over the nausea however at my last appointment I told Dr. B I was feeling great and I'm pretty sure that was the kicker.  I now feel so out of body and uncomfortable.  Tis that wonderful thing of being pregnant. 

Lots of things to look forward to this weekend.  Jared decided not to have the corneal transplant.  His doctor found a clinical trial to get into before we go down the transplant road.  We have read about this procedure for a few years now and have never been able to see anyone about it.  Jared always missed the trial or openings by a few weeks.  The US Food and Drug Admin finally approved two doctors in Washington State to do CXL - Crosslinking for Keratoconus patients.  We found out four days before surgery Jared was a candidate.  However, barely made it in.  Jared scans were soooo bad.  We almost didn't make it.  I'm excited this is the way we will go.  However, it's spendy for us right now with a little man about ready to make an appearance.  So I'm a little on edge regarding that not to mention timing.  I feel like we are cutting it close to the arrival of our baby boy.

My emotions are crazy right now.  Throughout this pregnancy I've been moody....I'll be the first to admit but only crying every now and again.  Now being six weeks away....I CRY AT EVERYTHING.  What is wrong with me?  Poor Jared, it kills him to see me in tears.  So I sent him away to be with his family on a camping trip before he has surgery and before this little guy comes.  I hope he's having fun cause I miss him tons.

Today I go to the Dr to see if this baby is coming early!  My last few appointments I have measured a little big so either this baby is coming earlier than thought OR this is going to be one big baby!  Jared keeps telling me it's a large baby since he was over 10lbs!  I'm hoping under 8lbs personally.

My shower is this weekend, on my birthday, and it's gonna be hot!  I'm excited to see my friends and open mini items.  Love baby stuff.  It's sooo cute when it's so little!  Mom and Dad are hanging out with me this weekend for my bday along with my bro, Andrea and Aubrie....my stinking cute niece.  Awe, love her to pieces, she makes my heart melt.  She turns the big ONE in two weeks!  I can't believe the time has passed so fast. 

Now that I have rambled on about many different things, I'll make this come to a close and write later about baby, shower and birthday!  Have a fabulous day!  
XOXO - H